(via ayleenimps)
No one said it was ever going to be easy… because it really isn’t. It’s just mostly on my part to pull through with handling all of this when it comes at me.. and I mean.. yeah it is coming at me, but all just.. slowly I guess. I don’t like it at all but I have to put up with it because it’s just acceptance that I have to have my mind get. I won’t like this change but since I’m willing to stay for a reason, I know I want to deal with this, and live with it.